Today we are getting out together...well such a lovely day for me to spend all my time with him....hurm...mula-mula agak tegang...biasa la kapel ni ada pasang surut right....as long as we know how much they means to us...nothing gonna be happen to our relationship...hurm...aku realize something yang aku sendiri tak perasan kalo dia tak tego..."Orang yang paling kita sayang and cinta adalah orang yang selalu kita sakiti..." dia tanya kenapa aku jadi semakin teruk...nak kata dia wat salah...xde...setia sangat2...tapi still macam ni...aku terdiam...coz i have no answer for all those questions....hurm...aku pown tak tau kenapa lately aku rajin marah2 dia tak tentu pasal..cpt sensitif... my stupid mistakes....do something yang bley merosakkan hubungan kitaorang....then...kitaorang mula ok...keadaan yang tegang mula kendur....makan-makan kat central market....jalan-jalan kat KLCC...kitaorang tgok wayang citer valentine's day...hurm...
lepas tuh kitaorang pown balik...abah aku call...mcm biasa...he need someone to talk...well family matters of course....sebagai anak sulung...I have to know everything that happen in my family...
huh...berat jadi anak sulung...I have a lot of problems to solve...include mine....kadang2 sampai aku sendiri pown tak dapat mikir....tak pe lah...maybe tuhan nak bagi aku masalah dulu kot sebelum aku dapat sesuatu yang better....no matter what...I really loves my parent...my sibling of course and my truly love...Mohd Shukri...hope everything will be fine....
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