sOmEbOdY sAvE mE.....~

hm...for a month I fall down to the ground because of my weakness.....well...I have a big problem in my life...and of course those problem effect my whole life....my sadness...no one knows....hahaha no more happiness in my life...even more tears in my eyes....I don't know what to do...what to say... I have no idea at all....I always think how to solve that problem....but never find the answer yet.... Maybe this time I really need to let them go far away from me.....live alone....no one else beside me.... I can't accept their decision....I don't know why...I tried to understand....but I can't....I just want them to be happy.....I want the best for them....of course for my sibling too....anything I do, it never works....am I wrong?? I have no answer yet for all the questions inside my mind....